Wednesday 7/3/2013
On Friday night, Mama got a bad phone call. Her ex-husband was in the hospital—he had
just had a heart attack. She sounded
grave. She said even though they are
separated, they still care for each other, so she was very worried about
him. She dressed quickly and headed to
the hospital that night.
Kristen and I were gone for the weekend on safari. When we returned late Sunday night, we
immediately knew something was wrong. There
was a lady standing outside the house, and Mama rarely has guests late at
night. We were met with even more people
as we entered the house. The living room
furniture had been rearranged to accommodate all the guests. Finally we reached Mama, who spoke in a soft
voice. She had bad news: Johnny’s father
passed away that weekend.
On Monday morning, I greeted Mama with the usual “Habari za asubuhi” – which roughly means
How are you this morning?” Rather than responding with the usual “Nzuri” (fine), she responded, “Salama” (peaceful).
How are you this morning?” Rather than responding with the usual “Nzuri” (fine), she responded, “Salama” (peaceful).
Many friends, neighbors, and family came to offer
condolences. There was a steady stream
of guests coming through the house each day, leaving lots of chai cups in the
wash basin. “They come to say pole to me,” Mama said. There were also several women who came to
help around the house for the days leading up to the funeral. Mama was not allowed to work in the days leading
up to the funeral. She has worn a black
sweater and head wrap these past few days.
Mama explained that:
“The days before the funeral, we are supposed to be sad. After the funeral, we should be happy.”
In other news, Mama’s older daughter, Anna (22), came home
from university yesterday. Anna studies
insurance at the University of Dar Es Salaam, and classes just finished this
past week. It was fortunate that she was
home in time for the funeral.
Kristen and I asked if we should attend the funeral or help
with any preparations. Mama refused our
help, saying she had enough friends already helping, and she also suggested
that we not attend the funeral. She said
that the funeral might be long and we wouldn’t understand the service in
Swahili. She thanked us for our support
and reassured us that she would have enough friends around her at the funeral
to comfort her.
Today they held the funeral.
When we returned home from school this evening, there was a palpable
change in atmosphere. The mood had
lifted. The family was smiling and
laughing, and Mama seemed more herself. She
was moving about the house with purpose, returning to her usual busyness.
Mama had changed into a white blouse and white headdress, a
peaceful sight. And Anna and Ruth wore
matching black and white kanga skirts. The kanga
read:
YOTE NI MPANGO WA MUNGU
All is the plan of God.